Sbahle Mpisane tries committing suicide twice: I planned my suicide very well

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Sbahle Mpisane has opened up about almost losing her life three times, twice through suicide. A number of our favourite celebrities have lost their lives through suicide and some have opened up about attempting suicide.

The fitness guru and TV personality spent several months in ICU after her car reportedly burst into flames after she lost control of it on Margaret Mncadi Avenue in Durban during the early hours of August 9 2018.

Taking to her Instagram stories recently, the fitness bunny said the first time she attempted to take her life was while she was hospitalised after her car accident.


In the post, Sbahle wrote all about her second attempt, which she said was “well planned” but failed. She said she woke up four days after the attempt and vowed to God not to do it again because by then He had saved her life three times.

The first time was when she was in hospital when she hung herself but the hospital nurse stopped her.

"In 2018 whilst in hospital I hung myself but my nurse walked in as I just did so. My neck was bruised & I got secured 24hrs in my room," she shared.

The second time, Sbahle said she tried killing herself in 2019 but woke up four days later, "In 2019 I well planned my suicide attempt but woke up 4 days later. I apologised & promised God not to test him again after saving my life 3 times."

Continuing her thread, Sbahle speaks about what made her want to commit suicide, and the horrific car crash played a huge role in that.

Taking to her Instagram stories recently, the fitness bunny said the first time she attempted to take her life was while she was hospitalised after her car accident.

In the post, Sbahle wrote all about her second attempt, which she said was “well planned” but failed. She said she woke up four days after the attempt and vowed to God not to do it again because by then He had saved her life three times.

“I’ve been freeing myself by communicating my worries with friends. I find more relaxation by seeing my family more and skin renewal has been a cherry on top,” she wrote.

Sbahle's accident caused her to not have an ankle bone and so she feels she does not have a promising future. However, she is grateful that she does not have any suicidal thoughts this time.

"The thought of having no ankle bone or a promising future has never sat well with me & it still doesn’t. I don’t plan to commit suicide this time, my therapist has been helpful & my psychologist has placed me under medication.

"I know I have always had a lot to be grateful for but when emotions kick in, we all become weak. I am still weak, I still don’t understand my survival but maybe there is a purpose for it all. Gotta take it easy…" she added.

Sbahle took to her Instagram saying that her decision to speak up about her experiences was not to get pity from the public but to advise them to try to live beyond their suicidal thoughts.

Depression is not controllable but treatable. I survived from it and it still creeps in but I continue to live happy.” she wrote.

“Voicing myself out doesn’t mean I’m chasing relevancy or expect the next person to feel sorry for me. I know I’m not the only one who goes through such traumas but advise you to not play it stupidly like me.”


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